Wednesday, August 25, 2010

6 months already?

Dear Baylee,

Sorry its been a few months since I've written to you. It isn't because I haven't thought about you. You are always in my thoughts. Today has been a hard day and I know tomorrow will be. It will be 6 months since the best and worst day of my life.

I miss you so much still. We finally bought you a grave stone yesterday, I hope you'll like it. Its heart shaped. I think that really says it were loved, you are loved, and you will always be loved. I try to imagine what you would look like now. I know you'd be beautiful.


  1. Emily,

    I just read your story on Faces of Loss. It broke my heart. You went through so much with Baylee. You are a good momma and Baylee is so blessed to have you. I love her name! I lost my son on June 11, 2010. I hope and pray our little ones are having fun playing together in heaven.

  2. Hello,

    I lost by baby boy, Ethan Nicolas Thomas to CDH on September 13. I still can not believe this happenned. I expected and was prepared to have him a the NICU for a few weeks but I never imagined this would be the end result. My little angel only lived for 2 hours 45 minutes and I did not get to hold him alive. I miss my little boy. Carrying him for 37 weeks and 2 days have been the best experience of my life. I delivered him by c-section but he was taken away so fast so that I was not even able to see his eyes open.

    This is very painful, but I know he is in heaven and happy. He has no suffering in heaven. I wish he had stayed with me but I am glad his suffering was very short.


  3. I'm so sorry for your loss. My boy died from CDH as well.

    This is my first visit to your blog. I'm hosting a blogfest for mothers who have lost infants or children. I would love it if you could join us and share your story. Thanks for your time.

    Here's that link: